Baby, can you FOCUS on me...
I don’t stay focused.
My mind is everywhere in nowhereness.
I‘ve had times when i’ve completely lost my cool.
I have become a master of the mask.
When did I get so good? When was it that I EVER FELT?
I can make myself believe that I am okay.
I have made myself believe that I was happy.
That I could stay.
My mind is so strong. So powerful.
I have made myself believe that if I just… If I just give more, everything will be perfect.
But I can’t focus long enough to hear myself think.